Sunday, May 20, 2012

淡定哥


我就是叛逆的小孩! 怎样!
我很烦,想把头上的草 剃光
痛苦的不是写论文,而是你明知道你写的是垃圾;更痛苦的是你连写个垃圾都这么慢,因为你尝试不要让它那么垃圾;更更痛苦的是你写出来还是个垃圾;当然最痛苦的是,你连垃圾都写不出来。。。(摘)

Thursday, May 17, 2012

五月天 - 天使


这几天,脸上的笑容 就是笑不出来。昨天,跟yongwee去吃饭时,平时跟我有说有笑的bangla,看到我的苦瓜脸,问我说,boss, are you ok? why seem so unhappy?。虽然这几天没什么跟wind聊天,可是他也知道emo的我...哈! 我笑了...很开心 有将的bangla朋友 和 将好的兄弟! 可能是考试压力吧!很快过的啦!
Mayday 的天使, 真希望有个天使每天可以望着她笑...

Just the way you are?

Do you like the way you are? I hate the way I am now. Shitty!

Sunday, May 13, 2012

The Shadow

Hey, do you still remember the most important moments that you have been with who? Such a short, but memorial moments. Once upon of time, there are many heart break stories between you and him/her. But, when time goes, when distance far, you guys never contact each others already. For me, there are many of them, they passed through my life, and i still remember them. Everyday when i was shower, a piece of memory recalling and another comes again... And there are many pieces, many people... Lets count it out! [in heart] :)

Mother's Day

Writing for today, saturday, bro going kl as normal. sister not coming back home. Mom and little bro going kl with my superb car for concert. Leave me alone with my daddy. Seeing my dad sitting alone watching tv after i back from badminton even i rush back from work to go badminton. He is so lonely watching tv. Suddenly, pops out in mind, (''A dad's responsible - working whole day earns all money, gives wife all the money that he earned.)'' For everyone, i wanna ask you all, is that the responsible for a husband? a dad? As i know, my dad just love it, when he came back from work, and see all family members gather together happily at home. care more to dad la. There is a kinda medium should said, tumor in his backside. But, he never complained saying tired or anything wrong about that, and i noticed my dad. He is really a dad, a big gentleman, never get sicked and less getting himself feeling not well. Although i got see him saying himself headache once, of cause he will headache feeling faint, always work non-stop. Not sleeping enough, always work at night when we all sleep. I promise myself, I dont ever want my dad to get tired like that anymore, whenever i go back, anything i can help at workshop, i will help. And i will go learn more ways to earn money, don let him work so hard already. He is almost 55. Really hope he can take more rest and enjoy the moment he have now. And the most important thing, quit his smoking behavior asap. Anyway, mom also not bad la, always cool nice one for me, she is also a really good wife and mom. Finally, the love must be equal la. Dad and Mom, I love you both! Don worry, ur son will do the best son ever always! Promised <3

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Bumper

好累啊!今天整体在爸车厂里,表面上是帮爸爸管下车厂。其实,自己就偷偷的在修自己的车。爸知道,他说撞过了的bumper,就买新一个吧!我觉得那个可以修,就乘爸不再时自己修,没叫工人帮忙,更何况他们也很忙。爸说浪费时间修,也知道我是不会修的。我不会,可是我肯学,不学,那,永远都不会。果然,给我修好了。前几天晚上时撞到一只musang吧...整个bumper爆了。看到都心痛。暂时不放照片出来,我在存钱喷漆!喷漆了才放上来。这辆车虽然不是很贵气,不是很美的车,可是我真的很喜欢。 :)

Monday, May 7, 2012

我 可以

成长路线

想回:
13-15岁,form1 - form3 很想成年,快点长大赚钱。爱上运动,拿了不少奖牌。不过,还是天天自由自在,开开心心的玩乐。

16-17岁,form4 - form5 觉得怎么,那些笨蛋怎么二十多岁还那么烂,还是不会赚钱。不过,自己天天成谜电脑游戏。

18岁,毕业了,出来college读书,戒了RPG Gaming. 不过,爱上了DotA Gaming. 告诉自己天天要向上。要快点毕业& 赚钱。重要时刻会stop DotA, 然后读书。一天里浪费了几个小时的时间在DotA. 大部分时间在Ex-gf.

19岁,一样的生活节奏。有个很美好的爱情,很少上线,很努力帮爸爸做工赚钱养家。自己也开始发掘赚钱的快方法。去Lowyat做Partime Promoter. 很不错的一年。

20岁,一样的生活节奏。不过,赚不够钱。不够用。开始tournament旅程。

21岁,没车驾,哥哥毕业,每次驾她的车子。受苦的日子,她开始对我反感。这样的.....我们就分手了。没了。开始怀疑,爱情是不是存在。人生目标开始模糊,常去夜市。很颓废....

22岁中,哥买了车,我的战友回来了。给爸妈点醒。接受了事实。戒了颓废,开始不去夜市。不过,还是在麻木中...已经在从新寻找自己的人生目标,想着未来....想着要好好的读完书,要好好的努力赚钱,不再颓废,不再想女人。我要做个有用的人!

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Wesak Day

Today is Wesak Day and it is also my grandfather's anniversary of death, of cause i miss him. He is so good to me. He like to eat hokkien mee, always tapao for me whenever he go eat. miss him. Nevermind, guess, he is now living happier in better place. :)

人生 ; 目标

刚刚看完astro superstar, 虽然有些人很搞笑,可是每个人都带着希望 带着自己的目标 向前走。
可是,我自己的目标呢?

Friday, May 4, 2012

What doesnt kill you, make you stronger!


Alone not lonely

一個人時,學會獨處

兩個人時,學會相處

三個人時,學會退出

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

身体

人生就像过上车一样,有时高有时低。昨天,还跟哥哥说Astro Free All Channel For A Weeks. 今天起床,妈妈尽然在我kl房间里,我起床看见她,立刻吓傻... 然后,妈说 哥进院了,我 就快晕了... 昨晚,尽然 发生那么多事 我尽然睡到好像只 猪。哥 血压高,进院了。现在 总算平安没事,该多做运动了... 大家也好好照顾自己的身体吧... (身体是自己的,不是别人的)*