BERSIH 3.0 428

What a wonderful & meaning full day i had - BERSIH 3.0 Together with Wind & Fred. There is like normal when going there, but when i stepped inside LRT... In my heart sounded....''wow' what the hell. Why is the chinese nowadays so patriotic?'' Many chinese! When reach KL central, just saw few people wearing yellow. But...when i reach Petaling Street along the road, i can see many yellow color shirt from very far! I was like, what the fuck? Almost all chinese wearing Yellow Bersih 3.0 shirt. Although i din bought Bersih shirt, i just wear a green shirt pun boleh la. Haha. Shouting Bersih Bersih, Hidup Bersih. Stop Lynas, Turun Najib. Kuning-kuning, Najib Pening...shout very loud. I feel myself so yeng leh... haha ''Yea, Vins Chew you are the man!'' *all the people looking @me Nola..Everyone just looking the banner infront of me. But..seriously la, I shout very loud with crazy Wind. And my neck very pain now. We was turning round and round, dont know where the hell we should go. Goes round and round, finally no way to go, hear from them that tear gas came. So, we are go home la. When i reach the LRT, from LRT we can kena tear gas! What the hell! Then i can see all the ants run.... Makcik Pakcik Uncle Untie Kids....all suffer. Saw a makcik almost cant breath, I give a Makcik my towel. Thats what the spirit, we helped each other no matter what races.Thats all my 'trip' today, back around 3pm. 5pm police car terbalik, i am back that time. mm...anyway nice day^^

*我是刚巧遇到Fred, 他说我样子容易认得，因为..............我样子很狂野！ 我: ''........................."

do you give up>?

Everything goes just let them go... all those pics inside, all sad memory, no matter how well i well i keep, it just not mine anymore, its gone. Many people says, a man just can get as many girls whenever they want it.The man just 'flower heart'. Well, i just can say, i am not man.. The way we kissed, the pics we took, the korean bday song that u sing for me - gone (love is just too deep.)Too sad, everything is just in my memory only for now. Phone missing all pics gone. Okays, nothing can change for now. Just concentrate on studies! Never think of u anymore cause i dont want to give up my life anymore, i still got my dad and mom. And you just get more bf as u can, disappointed with myself that why i still think of u! i am not stupid, just too love u..  ;)

bad

feeling so bad without my phone first day...

珍惜

不见了，才会珍惜 - 这就是我一路来犯的错。这次 是给自己好好 反省的时候了。

phone lost

fuck my day off! stupid idiot to myself! pissofff wanna bang wall! anywhere i going somewhere no people to make a shout! PortDickson i miss u

兴趣

没有目标，没有兴趣。 感觉很烂 ..

Brothers

True friends never fuck you. We fuck each other since we were kids, we are fucking brothers.  :)

Pity Girl

Today I drive passed Bukit Dinding on my way to my workshop, I saw a little girl, I think she is around Form1. She walking back from our SMK Karak to Bukit Dinding ALONE! It is so dangerous! The car across might bang her, she might faint or pengsan under this hot sun. Its around 1-2pm, the sun is damn hot, even I cant stand under the sun for 5 minits. Even worst when someone might grab her into van and doing something bad to her, those stupid parents never think, how dangerous if she just walk back like that. So, I just make a U-turn, ask the little girl, where she lives, whether she needed me to fetch her or not. She said is ok, she just lives near only, when I saw her, she almost reach infront Bukit Dinding junction. I can see from her face.....all the sweat coming out from her face. She was shock when I go and ask her. I asked her, u don feel hot? She just walk away quickly. I am just for help... She keep watching my car whether gone or not. She just too afraid... So sad when I see this little girl with the fear on her eyes... I just following from far far. I am not interesting with her... Just dont want anything happened to her... So sad with those stupid parents! If they don want bother about their kids, just wear the fucking condom! dont fucking give birth lah..! Take care yourself, xiaomeimei... :'(

Is time to write blog again

cause my daddy is wake up and he want scare i play game!

人穷志不穷

朋友的convocation提醒了我，就那么4年了，我来了college4年了。还没毕业，你好差！我会戒掉坏习惯，好好读书。是时候了。

Tears

好姐妹, 在她身上学会了坚强，还有自爱。谢谢你 让我觉得不那么孤独, 单身万岁! :)

Confident Level

There are so many people around us. Many kinds of people, all of them, how many are your bestie, how many are ur enemy, we dont know. I am a man, the kind of man that lack of confidence. That is the reason why she left me also. Maybe the laziness behavior that always stick to my life. I dont always read books and I dont like to learn things. Just don know why, I cant get the feelings to do the things that I am interest with, I really cant get the aim/the purpose of my life. I am so damn tired. Because of her? I think that is just a reason for me to get up, awake from my dreams... Still remember last time when I was kid, everyone says that I am so confident boy and talkative. Evens I can talk with all the girls in a class very nicely. And there are a few girls likes me too! What a WoW! haha.I am not kidding you! Have to get back the confident now. You are big boy, and I want you to wake up faster, my dear chew han keat get back your work done and your confident.! DONT DIE FOR HER!

女人所谓的"成熟"

22岁了...这一段漫长的人生里, 看过很多事情, 见过了许多人, 体会到许多大道理, 经历过许多辛苦的日子, 也闯过阎罗王的地盘...可是却不明白... 怎么女生可以那么现实......她们所谓的成熟, 就是要有钱和要有车。就是那么的"成熟"...就是不明白 为什么钱可以那么“成熟”！好生气啊'';,,;'')!

人生

有些人尽管他用尽他的全力那他的一生，他只会赚那么一点点的钱。可是有一些人，生出来没付出过什么，可是他就是活得丰衣足食。上天就是那么的不公平... 没得你埋怨..而我呢...就不知道自己在想什么了，没有了她...感觉整个人也变了...那以前的梦想，那想要做的事，就越来越模糊... 我到底怎么了... 我的人生目标呢....? 去了哪里....是不是这个世界上 就没有 我想追求的梦想了? 是不是那样 就辜负我爸爸呢? 我好模糊...睡了...晚安...我寂寞的部落格..

❤M3 & My Mom❤ 22

❤M3 & My Mom❤ 22

The happiest moment in life is not u are rich, not u can  telling everyone how pretty/rich you are, not telling everyone that u can traveling around the world, the most happiest things is having a meal with all your family members together in a table. Having chitchat happily with all of them. The moment is really great and unforgotten. I love all of them. Thanks for being part of my life. ^_^

Best Friends

Its good to have best friends like them. Know them when I was kid. mm...already know them for almost 15years friendship, glad that they are still my best friends. I love friends. ^_^

DotA Tournament @HELP 2012

Its 1.45pm in the afternoon, I just wake up by almost 20+calls from LiangYew and 10+ alarms that I set before i went to sleep. Why my phone just cant wake me up... 1.50pm, I reach LiangYew house near KDU there. It was just 5minit from Jalan Kasah to LiangYew house. WTF?! haha. 2.05pm I already reach HELP. What a fast drive ever I done. (btw I always do it.) Gaming Gaming and Gaming with newly meet friends to teamates, we are good, went to finals together. Its a really tough way, but, the results quite satisfied myself, as a DotA player for 4 years almost.

虽然 很多朋友都说 打DotA很浪费时间 很幼稚。这只能说 每个人有不同的爱好，都有自己喜欢做的东西。虽然你觉得那个东西不值得你去玩/丢时间，只能说...... 不同的人都有不同的看法吧...

Girlfriend.

My friends all have their girlfriends already. See-ing them one with each other, its really makes people jealous la. Never think about to get a girlfriend, this is what I think and what I tell my friend. But, issit suits for me to not getting a girlfriend first? Yah. Definitely, I think its not suitable for me now to get a girlfriend. Because I am still single and I dont have money to support a girlfriend. Studying now, and need my dad to pay me. How can I pay for my girlfriend than? Its a shame to use father money and paying for a girl. Everyone wants to get a good in outside and inside girlfriend. But, is that so important for me? I also dont know about it. If there is a pretty girl come and wants to be my girlfriend. Will I accept her? I hope I wont accept her. Because I want to get money first before I got a girlfriend. So that, I will feel better. Really. hmmm....Anything, all depends on god. Everythings go naturally is the best. :)

Exam

This morning 2.30am only I know that I have a mid-term exam on FIN202 today morning! Somemore, it is 8am!  I was like...stunned! There is only almost 4-5hours for me to study for my mid-term exam! Holy Shit... Luckily! I get to finish all the exercise. Not all, but almost la... Luckily....almost half of the paper I get the answer. If not, I am going to failed this FIN202! Shit! Must start study everyday from now on..... Be hardworking, hankeat...

Berr Jek Gong

Saw him today. He getting older older and older. And looks shorter than before. Issit I am getting taller and taller? Haha. Can talk very much with him. Maybe I really can differentiate him with Ah Gong. Ah Gong loves me more I know it. Anyway, wish him healthy always. :)

Daddy

Today my mom, brother and sister all going KL. Leave me alone with dad. Almost 12pm only i wake up, they are all disappear when i was awake. Feel like.......>.<.... Dabao for my favourite GongShunJiFan and ChaSiewBao somemore SiewMai 6 biji.^_^ eat until i feel oh damn full! haha. After that, dad scare me din eat dinner and bring me go Restaurant Kawanku eat le. Long time never been so close to him already. Hmm...last time we used to play together funny daddy. But after my little brother grow up, he used to talk and play with him. But I know he still love me, i just dont like the way he waste money on Magnum and Toto.....Thats why i talk less to him! >.< What a stupid son.... haha. But i also respect him, love him, and sayang him. I got buy him birthday present one leh. Hehe. Anyhow,he got praise me infront of uncle saying me buy the pasar malam wallet for him. But, he know that i dont hv much money now. See-ing his face very happy, i also happy. Anyhow, i love my dad, and he love me too, i know. Seeing him getting older and older. Hope the time give me to take care of him will come faster. I want him to get relax lifestyle, not to bother about how the hell to earn money hardworking already. Just want him HAPPY! Love you, daddy! ^_^

Grandma 77th bday

Happy Family =)

The Smile At Ur Face

Friday evening, its almost 6-7pm, i had been with this situation for a few times.

I drove back to my hometown, I know that I am tired and need to sleep, but, I choose to go back to my sweet house in Karak because I know that there is a woman and a man is waiting for me to go home. They are just missing me, want to have a look at me. I reach my sweet home, and I see my mom was lonely at home. The smile at her face, smile till the eye is unseen. She is very very very extremely happy when she see that I am back to home. But, I feel very sorry to her that I cant make myself to accompany her when she is lonely. I wondering that, if she is old and she is unable to take care herself. I will bring her along to stay with me. At least, when i come back from work, i will accompany her. I will take care of her and my father. He does like to work, and he is a lazy man. But, because of this family, he work hard everyday even he can sacrifice the time to sleep in order to find a few hundreds in that night. I am already 22 this year. No big deal actually....But, i really feel sorry that I am unable to find a big sum of money to support my family. I am not willing to see him work hard like this again. Its too tired, and everytime I see him smoking the cigarettes one after one, there is a force in my heart to get the cigarettes and throw inside the river! It is very stress to keep thinking how to get money and support the whole family. Every month, my father will pay me a salary as a ''son''..rm1200 at least, and my sister rm800. More than that, my house rent is rm600, and my phone line is rm68 so as streamyx rm68. Can you see the cost that he have to bare? Not only this, sometimes when tuition fees due........rm6000! and rm3000 for sister. Quite a big cost! Anyhow la....I have to focus on studies now and faster graduated and get a good job to support my family!. I love my family. I love this sweety house. Goodnight!

Assholement

Today is going to pass up my assignment, but yet, i havent done the assignment. Yeah, gonna failed it. Where is my mood to do assignment? Do i still want to waste $1500 for this subject? Or waste one more semester in order to get done with this MGT203? Are you sucks CHEW HAN KEAT? I really dont fucking know what actually inside my mind. Its very active and strong, but it just dont concentrate on studies. Whenever i see those studies stuff, just feel bored and sleepy? Do i still suits for this study life, which stands for more than 9 months more? I really feel sorry to my parents, okays... still got time for my bloggy.. omg.... for my parents, i force myself to study hard, i must finish this assignments before the day gone. Okays! see yah, my crappy wall.! :)

颓废

觉得 自己好烂... 做什么都有心无力.... ..........................怎么啦.....................

爱情不是玩的

现在的人感情真乱，其实，两个人在一起， 不是一招一折的事。两个人能在一起，有个轰轰烈烈的爱情，就是一种缘分，就在彼此 记忆刻下无法忘记的回忆，身身世世 永永久久，既然 知道自己真的很爱她，怎么会把她/他放开呢...如果，真的那么容易 就放开 那.....不叫 ''爱情'' ， 叫 ''犯贱''！

女人

真搞不懂现在的女生...怎么可以跟男生走得那么近，毕竟 他们只是个普通''好朋友''。怎么 我就是....没办法跟 女生 好好的沟通....

快乐

打完 球，就去吃东西，吃完东西 冲凉就facebook，然后就睡觉。 这些舒舒服服的日子不知道 会耐几久呢.... 虽然每一天都有朋友的陪伴，可是一个人 有时候 会真的很寂寞... 真想要找个伴.... hmm....都是做工先才找吧... 忍着先吧...

你的 担心

叫妈妈小心驾车，慢慢驾车 反而被她说......''你知道 叫人家慢慢驾车 知道人家担心的哦''.....真的给她 ZHA到.....    在家里 真的很开心 希望可以延续这种开心 一辈子. 不过,我知道 终有一天....哈哈 不管怎样  我们一家人开心就好^^

What come out, must be a hardwork...

Finally, the competition ended. I see so many things, understand that if  a person want to win, he must put more effort to trains. If you doesnt train yourself over the limit, you wouldnt get improve. Anythings motivated you is the spirit, dont ever let you motivation down. Do you think after years of this, only i learned this kind of "theory?" I learned, i know it, just i do not apply it to my daily life. What i hope is, in future, i will treat all my things done in a serious way. YOU are 22, almost 23 brother... Have to be more serious in your future, man. Good luck, hankeat. :)