Confident Level

There are so many people around us. Many kinds of people, all of them, how many are your bestie, how many are ur enemy, we dont know. I am a man, the kind of man that lack of confidence. That is the reason why she left me also. Maybe the laziness behavior that always stick to my life. I dont always read books and I dont like to learn things. Just don know why, I cant get the feelings to do the things that I am interest with, I really cant get the aim/the purpose of my life. I am so damn tired. Because of her? I think that is just a reason for me to get up, awake from my dreams... Still remember last time when I was kid, everyone says that I am so confident boy and talkative. Evens I can talk with all the girls in a class very nicely. And there are a few girls likes me too! What a WoW! haha.I am not kidding you! Have to get back the confident now. You are big boy, and I want you to wake up faster, my dear chew han keat get back your work done and your confident.! DONT DIE FOR HER!